V445 我幻想再次看到caleb，那个男人像小提琴一样弹奏我

I dated Caleb in the late 1990s for about 2 tumultuous years. We were either fuckin or fightin, sometimes both, the entire time. Sometimes the people we meet are better fuckboys than boyfriends. I do still, almost 3 decades later- daydream and fantasize about him almost daily. He gave me my record number of orgasms in one epic well planned fuckfest in the forest. I lost count at 17. Im pretty sure there were more before he was done.... I honestly think I found sub-space. Or something. It was amazing experience. and I am so grateful I lived it.